Worship in any language…

There’s something about worship en Espanol. I don’t know what it is. I haven’t heard that much of it, but what I have heard really conveys the passion and reverence God is worthy of so well it really makes a believer want to, well…worship. I want to thank one of our FCC worship leaders (Jorge Pantoja) for turning me onto a few songs that really sort of smacked me upside the head.

I don’t know much at all about Julio Melgar, but his song Creo En Ti makes me want to hit my knees every time I hear it. I would imagine that is precisely what Mr Melgar had in mind. Such a beautiful song of worship.

Secondly, En Espiritu y En Verdad (In Spirit and in truth) is just a flat out great band, worship or otherwise. Great musicianship, and completely spirit-filled. They have a version of the Klaus song “I Give You Glory” that is likely one of the best praise arrangements I’ve heard, in my opinion.

Of course I am not exactly what you’d call bilingual, but I like music that knocks things down in the way of barriers, and if a person or group has a real heart for worship, I believe it can transcend language, and often does.

If you have some time, look up either of the artists I mentioned on Youtube. They are on there, and worthy of your time.

I am also happy to listen to any recommendations, so send them my way…

Songs that say something…

I’ve been listening to a lot of music over the past couple days while Jen is in Oregon. Not only does it make me feel better, often a particular song or piece of music will speak a little something into my heart. Sometimes, it’s Christian music, and sometimes not. With that in mind, I thought I would share a few things I’ve been listening to over the last day or two, and maybe they will speak to you, too

…in no particular order…

Satellite

Originally posted a few years ago. Thought of it today for obvious reasons…

If I’m in the office working, I usually spend a good portion of the day listening to music on my phone—it conveniently doubles as my mp3 player, since my actual player was stolen from my car a while back.

I started off my day as I usually do, by setting the player to “shuffle” and letting my Blackberry play DJ.
Today, I started with 5 or 6 songs from P.O.D.’s CD “Satellite” all in a row.

Interesting.

It made me think of where and when I bought the CD (which I still have today). I picked it up at the Walmart in Parkway Plaza, on September 11th, 2001.

People used to talk a great deal about what they were doing that day when they heard of the terrorist attacks on the Pentagon and World Trade Center. I was on my way to work, and heard about it on the radio. I started off with my usual morning show, and then figured I’d flip to Howard Stern, since he was in New York.

Both shows were completely given over to news, and there was lots of speculation about what was going on and if and when the terrorists would strike again.

I got to my office, and someone had a boom box playing the news, and we listened to it all day. At lunch time, another Christian employee (I was a pretty new believer at the time) wanted to have a time of prayer, and I remember she had to go in her office and close the door. I regret that I didn’t go in there with her, but at the time all I could think about is listening to the radio with everyone else. Stupid, I know, but that’s where my mind was.

I got off work at the office, and headed to my second job, as a projectionist/assistant manager at Regal Cinemas Parkway Plaza 18 (I did 7 years in the booth there).

I was a little early, so I stopped off at Walmart to browse for a bit before I went to work.

I picked up the P.O.D. CD because I’d heard the song “Alive” on the radio, and thought it was pretty good. Plus, I knew they were from San Diego, and I thought it was pretty cool they’d made it sort of big, considering they were a Christian band with a positive message and lyrics that openly professed Christ.

The theater ended up closing for the day, and I sat in the booth for a little while and played the CD through twice, thinking about people jumping from windows in the World Trade Center.

Later on that evening, I had dinner with a friend at Claim Jumpers, and everyone was talking about the towers falling. I remember my friend telling me her mother told her to fill up her gas tank because fuel was going to go through the roof.

And at the end of the night, I played my CD through again.

The lyrics really hit me, because while they did glorify God in many of the songs, they also depicted real life, and real problems. And it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out the country was going to have a tough haul for a while. And I appreciated that the band didn’t pull a lot of punches, even featuring a song using several Points of view about a school shooting.

Over the next year or so, I played that CD more than any other, and I’m kind of surprised the CD still plays well.

A God thing, maybe.

Anyway, that CD got me through a pretty tough year, and was one of several factors that helped me to see God in a completely different way than I had over the past year or so of my salvation.

Take a listen to two of my favorite songs from that CD. Great lyrics:


Concerts by Decade

I was talking to Jenny the other day about this concert we both would like to go to, and it got me thinking about how many bands I used to go see live. Man, I spent a lot of money on concerts. So I thought it might be fun to see how many of them I could actually remember—it has been quite a long time, though I didn’t see my first show until I was 20.

So I will list what I can remember, separated by decade.

1980’s (only 2):
Rush/Tommy Shaw from Styx opening
Whitesnake/Great White opening

1990’s (much harder):
Judas Priest/Megadeth/Testament opening
Iron Maiden/Anthrax opening
Guns N Roses/Soundgarden opening
Guns N Roses/Metallica/Body Count opening
Metallica/Suicidal Tendencies/Candlebox/Days of the New opening
Rush/no opener
Rush/no opener
Megadeth/Anthrax opening
Foreigner/Doobie Brothers opening
Matchbox 20/Shelby Lynne opening
Creed/Sevendust/Nickelback opening

2000’s (pretty hard, too):
Creed/Sevendust/Nickelback opening
Motley Crue/Poison/Cinderella
Ozzfest:
Ozzy/System of a Down/Rob Zombie/Black Label Society/Opeth/et al
Some Rock 105.3 thing right after 9/11:
Deftones/POD/Incubus/Linkin Park
Incubus/Some lousy band opening
Rush/no opener
Aerosmith/Kid Rock
Aerosmith/I don’t remember opener
Tom Petty/Blind Boys of Alabama
Spirit West Coast 2007:
Hawk Nelson, Delirious?, Todd Agnew, Salvador, BarlowGirl, Disciple, Leeland, MxPx, Starfield, Worth Dying For, Aaron Shust, Thousand Foot, Krutch, Stellar Kart, Family Force 5, Britt Nicole, Casting Pearls, Kutless, Seventh Day Slumber, Third Day, Tobymac
Third Day/Revive/Myriad opening
Chris Tomlin/Louie Giglio speaking/no opener
Third Day/Switchfoot/Jars of Clay/Robert Randolph
Spirit West Coast 2009:
Todd Agnew/Lincoln Brewster/Kutless/Newsboys
Casting Crowns/Matt Redman

2010’s (easy)
Fireflight/Silverline
Cloverton

Casting Crowns/Kari Jobe/Rend Collective@ spirit west coast

Alan Jackson/Queen + Adam Lambert, Garth Brooks

Third Day/Jeremy Camp, TSO

I may have left off a few—I am, after all, old….
Anyone who may have attended one of these shows with me, feel free to fill in the gaps…

Satellite

If I’m in the office working, I usually spend a good portion of the day listening to music on my phone—it conveniently doubles as my mp3 player, since my actual player was stolen from my car a while back.

I started off my day as I usually do, by setting the player to “shuffle” and letting my Blackberry play DJ.
Today, I started with 5 or 6 songs from P.O.D.’s CD “Satellite” all in a row.

Interesting.

It made me think of where and when I bought the CD (which I still have today). I picked it up at the Walmart in Parkway Plaza, on September 11th, 2001.

People used to talk a great deal about what they were doing that day when they heard of the terrorist attacks on the Pentagon and World Trade Center. I was on my way to work, and heard about it on the radio. I started off with my usual morning show, Dave, Shelly and Chainsaw and then figured I’d flip to Howard Stern, since he was in New York.

Both shows were completely given over to news, and there was lots of speculation about what was going on and if and when the terrorists would strike again.

I got to my office, and someone had a boom box playing the news, and we listened to it all day. At lunch time, another Christian employee (I was a pretty new believer at the time) wanted to have a time of prayer, and I remember she had to go in her office and close the door. I regret that I didn’t go in there with her, but at the time all I could think about is listening to the radio with everyone else. Stupid, I know, but that’s where my mind was.

I got off work at the office, and headed to my second job, as a projectionist/assistant manager at Regal Cinemas Parkway Plaza 18 (I did 7 years in the booth there).

I was a little early, so I stopped off at Walmart to browse for a bit before I went to work.

I picked up the P.O.D. CD because I’d heard the song “Alive” on the radio, and thought it was pretty good. Plus, I knew they were from San Diego, and I thought it was pretty cool they’d made it sort of big, considering they were a Christian band with a positive message and lyrics that openly professed Christ.

The theater ended up closing for the day, and I sat in the booth for a little while and played the CD through twice, thinking about people jumping from windows in the World Trade Center.

Later on that evening, I had dinner with a friend at Claim Jumper, and everyone was talking about the towers falling. I remember my friend telling me her mother told her to fill up her gas tank because fuel was going to go through the roof.

And at the end of the night, I played my CD through again.

The lyrics really hit me, because while they did glorify God in many of the songs, they also depicted real life, and real problems. And it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out the country was going to have a tough haul for a while. And I appreciated that the band didn’t pull a lot of punches, even featuring a song using several Points of view about a school shooting.

Over the next year or so, I played that CD more than any other, and I’m kind of surprised the CD still plays well.

A God thing, maybe.

Anyway, that CD got me through a pretty tough year, and was one of several factors that helped me to see God in a completely different way than I had over the first year or so of my salvation.

Take a listen to two of my favorite songs from that CD. Great lyrics:


Top 5 Worship Songs (with bonus track)

I love the part of a Saturday night or Sunday morning worship service where you get to just tune everything else out and worship He who created you. Maybe you lift your hands, and maybe you don’t. Maybe you kneel, or prostrate yourself, just sing along in your head. But the music will help you get to that place of worship, if you let it. It will help you find that sweet spot, where it’s just you and God.

The list of songs that follows is by no means comprehensive, and it does change from time to time. But here are some of the songs that over the past few years have touched me in one way or another.

(special thank you to Val Wilson for all those Monday evenings back in San Diego, and for her heart for Jesus, and worship, and for all the blessings she brought to the HP team with just herself and her guitar)

5. Healer, by Hillsong: it’s true that the guy who wrote it was a complete fraud, but that doesn’t mean the song is any less powerful, or true…

4. How Great is Our God, Chris Tomlin: it’s getting a little old, now, but it still gets to me every time

3. How He Loves, David Crowder Band: I can’t hear this song without getting at least a little emotional. It says so perfectly how God feels about us, no matter what we might think of ourselves…amazing

2. From The Inside Out, by Hillsong: so awesome. Twenty4/7 does this song a lot, and it takes me right to that place of worship every time I hear it…so powerful

1. Son of God, by Starfield: I think this is one of the most perfect songs of worship I’ve heard

And for a song that makes you want to just jump up and down in praise, I have to go with this one:

Undignified, by David Crowder Band

The Slam

Two days before I left Panama, we were all in the van driving to work. I was listening to my mp3 player, as I usually did. It was great because we would inevitably get stuck at the canal for almost an hour, and also because it drowned out my annoying coworkers–and believe me, they would annoy Mother Theresa. And like usually happens, God knew better than me what I needed. After the first week, it became part of my devotional time–I would just put on my worship playlist and go.

On this particular morning, the first song that came on when we stopped at the canal was this TobyMac song called “The Slam,” which is one I usually skip over. Never really thought much about listening to it–I didn’t care for his intro. This time, I stopped and listened to the words and this particular verse about John the Baptizer kept repeating in my head.

They came from the cities and towns all around
To see the longhaired preacher from the desert get down
Waist high in water, never short on words, he said
Repent, the kingdom of heaven can be yours
But he stopped in the middle of his words and dropped
Down to his knees and said, behold the Lamb of God
He’s the one, the slam, don’t you people understand?
You’re staring at the son, God’s reaching out his hand

John the Baptist was really an amazing person. To start with, he fearlessly proclaimed the word of God, regardless of potential consequence. And he also foretold of the coming messiah,¨the thongs of whose sandals he was not worthy to untie.

And what I was thinking about was that not only did John recognize that a messiah was coming and the kingdom of Heaven was near, he recognized Jesus when He came. Not everyone did. Think about it. When Jesus came to the Jordan to be baptized by John, he probably had to walk through a crowd of people that had come to hear John. And there were Pharisees among them. But Jesus ventured through the throng, and was baptized by an obedient John.

Behold the Lamb of God.

I wonder, how many of us would recognize Jesus if He came in such a way today? Think about it, just for a minute. What if you were at church? What if your pastor was right in the middle of a sermon, and then dropped to his knees in the pulpit when some scruffy looking guy in jeans and a work shirt came in?

Would you recognize him, too? Or, to steal from Brennan Manning, would you think your pastor’s cheese was sliding off his cracker?

I wonder what I would do? I like to think I have enough discernment that I’d be able to recognize

the lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world

but I really don’t know. Of course, as a believer, I know how Jesus is going to come the second time. It won’t be like the first.

My point is this:

I don’t know about you, but it’s my tendency to stare through people sometimes. Especially, people I don’t want to see; like the people at the Jordan river that long ago day did not want to see some Nazarene carpenter.

I stare through people that want something from me I am not prepared to give them.

People that are hard to look at for various reasons.

People that annoy me.

People.

But here is the truth.

Jesus came for those people just like he came for me. He came for the old, for the rich, for the poor, for the ugly and annoying.

For the beautiful.

For me.

Should I not, as a follower of His way, be prepared to treat those people the same way He would? Should I not recognize them for who they are in the same way He recognized me for who I am when I asked Him to be part of my life?

Should I not see them as His children?

And with that recognition, in seeing a person just a little bit of the way God sees them, am I not seeing His face reflected?

Am I not recognizing Him as well?

It’s just so hard to see sometimes….

Indescribable

“You see had the depths of my heart and You love me the same”

From “Indescribable,” by Chris Tomlin

I’ve heard that song lots of times, and always thought it was a really good worship song, but I never really gave much thought to it beyond that. Then I heard it this weekend at church, and that one line cut right through to the centre of me.

I just can’t think of (and certainly could not write) a sentence that describes Grace better than that does.

There were times in my life where I feared the depths of my heart so badly that I could not bear to think of them. I could not stand to think of them because at the core of me, in the place where I everything I believe about myself resides, I had this image of my heart as a withered thing—and so bad that love was not something I was worthy of experiencing. Had I not finally surrendered my heart to Jesus, I believe that it would have atrophied into a clenched fist of stone, and my life would have been every bit as wretched as I expected it to be.

But Jesus sees the depths of my heart and he loves me the same.

I see the limits I put on His ability to love me and it shocks me, it really does. I really believed that I could not be loved by God because I saw myself as dark, withered, and dying on the inside. I always knew that God was real, and that he blessed people, and maybe even loved some of them. Just not me.

It seemed to me that the people that God seemed to favour were always of the same ilk. They were clean people. They loved and loved and loved. They followed the “rules.” They had not done, nor would they do, anything the Bible said or suggested they shouldn’t. They didn’t swear, or drink, or have sex with their boyfriends or girlfriends. They didn’t lie to get what they want. They didn’t lay awake at night thinking about visiting justice upon a person they deemed “bad.” They forgave everything.

I was not cut from the same cloth as people like that. It was true my life had been difficult, but lots of people had difficult lives and didn’t end up like me. My heart was full of acid, not love. I hated, and lied, and sinned.

And the truth I’ve finally gotten to the bottom of over the past few years are expressed perfectly by Chris Tomlin. I had no idea who Jesus was until I knew, really knew, that He saw the depths of my heart and he loved me the same.

He didn’t see a perfect heart. He saw one scarred by sin, and life, and unbelief.

And he loved me the same as if it was beautiful and perfect. I’d always thought of myself and my heart as bad. Once Jesus came to me in the midst of my darkness, I had to face the realization that my heart was good, and that God had made it that way.

It was as if Jesus had spat in dirt at my feet, made clay, and gently applied it to my eyes.

He saw the depths of my heart and he loved me the same. And the problem is that it was never the truth that made my heart wither.

It was the lies.

God showed me truth after truth, once I let him. He still shows me—because some of those lies are time-hardened and strong.

Jesus is stronger.

Maybe you think your heart is withered and dying. Maybe you think your heart is bad.

God does not make bad hearts, and He waters those that are withered. He gives drink to all who are thirsty. He gives truth to those who seek it.

He sees the depths of your heart and he loves you the same.