From where I sit, I can see the test item. It’s pretty cool, but I can’t talk about it or I’d have to kill you. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind killing you. I’m just too pretty for the hoosegow.
But seriously.
It bothers me a bit that I’ve gotten to the point where I’ve lost a lot of my wonder and amazement with things.
I’m not ok with that.
Am I jaded? Maybe so. Life does that to you, or it can if you let it.
I’ve just seen so many amazing things in my life, both at work and personally, in my home life. I see my older boy destroy the drums at church all the time. He’s so gifted, and good.
I want to look around and tell people to pay attention!
I watched my youngest climb out and do a combat roll. He bit his own cord! Well, maybe not that, but it was pretty amazing. And he is SO smart and doing so well in school.
He’s handsome like my wife’s family, and gets his short legs and reading abilities from me I guess.
Also very amazing.
A couple weeks ago I watched the sunrise over the desert at another test. Every second of the sunrise. And got paid a couple days later.
But sometimes, I can’t see that stuff.
I see a house payment coming, or that I need to be more present at home. More Dad and not as much…father.
I see that I can be a better husband than I have been. Or a better friend.
I need to get better at entreating God to help me do those things.
I need to be there more for these amazing people. All the time.
God, I love them.
A Work in Progress 